Always Wanted to Be God, Never Wanted to Do Good
TITLE
Always Wanted to Be God, Never Wanted to Do Good
DIRECTOR
Noa Epars, Marvin Merkel
COUNTRY
Switzerland
YEAR
2025
DURATION
21′
GENRE
Documentary
Overview

Always Wanted to Be God, Never Wanted to Do Good
At the summits of Swiss mountains, Christian crosses stand tall. In the cities, billboards displaying Bible verses occupy public space. I have never felt comfortable with the presence of these religious symbols. In 2009, mountain guide Patrick Bussard sawed down a cross in the Fribourg Alps; he was severely punished by the courts.

DIRECTOR BIOGRAPHY - Noa Epars, Marvin Merkel
Noa Epars is a filmmaker based in Lausanne, Switzerland, born in 1998. After earning a bachelor’s degree in French literature and history from the University of Lausanne, he obtained a bachelor’s degree in film at HEAD – Geneva in 2024, specializing in editing. His work moves between documentary and experimental cinema. His films have been screened at international festivals such as New Directors/New Films in New York, the Locarno Film Festival, and Cinéma du Réel. In 2024, he presented an installation at the Verzasca Foto Film Festival. That same year, he served on the jury of the Lausanne Underground Film Festival (LUFF). Marvin Merkel is a visual artist based in Lausanne. A graduate of ECAL, he explores notions of identity, culture, and memory through photography, video, and sculpture. His project Get Swiss or Die Trying (2024), a photographic investigation of Swiss national identity, was exhibited at La Vetrina in Venice and was a finalist for the 2025 Swiss Design Awards. In 2025, he co-directed the short film Always Wanted to Be God, Never Wanted to Do Good with Noa Epars. Together, they have already collaborated on numerous projects, including in 2022, when they set a Swiss record.
Credits
- DirectorNoa Epars, Marvin Merkel
- Screenplay Noa Epars, Marvin Merkel
- CinematographyMarvin Merkel, Filippo Delzanno
- Cast
- EditingNoa Epars
- Producer/s Anita Hugi
- Production Company
- Distributor/s
- Project TitleAlways Wanted to Be God, Never Wanted to Do Good
- Project Type Documentary
- Completion Date06 Nov 2025
- Country of originSwitzerland
- Country of filmingSwitzerland
- LanguageFrench
- First-time Filmmaker No
- Student ProjectYes

Noa Epars, Marvin Merkel
Noa Epars is a filmmaker based in Lausanne, Switzerland, born in 1998. After earning a bachelor’s degree in French literature and history from the University of Lausanne, he obtained a bachelor’s degree in film at HEAD – Geneva in 2024, specializing in editing. His work moves between documentary and experimental cinema. His films have been screened at international festivals such as New Directors/New Films in New York, the Locarno Film Festival, and Cinéma du Réel. In 2024, he presented an installation at the Verzasca Foto Film Festival. That same year, he served on the jury of the Lausanne Underground Film Festival (LUFF). Marvin Merkel is a visual artist based in Lausanne. A graduate of ECAL, he explores notions of identity, culture, and memory through photography, video, and sculpture. His project Get Swiss or Die Trying (2024), a photographic investigation of Swiss national identity, was exhibited at La Vetrina in Venice and was a finalist for the 2025 Swiss Design Awards. In 2025, he co-directed the short film Always Wanted to Be God, Never Wanted to Do Good with Noa Epars. Together, they have already collaborated on numerous projects, including in 2022, when they set a Swiss record.
Specifications
SELECTIONS & AWARDS
Internationale Kurzfilmtage Winterthur
Winterthur
November 6, 2025
World Premiere
Swiss competition / Jury Award for the Best Swiss Film 2025
Switzerland
Solorthurner Filmtage
Solorthurn
January 25, 2026
Jury Award : Prix de la relève
Switzerland
Tampere film festival
tampere
March 6, 2026
international ?
Special programm
Finland








